tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3771311318785678562024-03-05T19:07:21.247-06:00EssfitceeSir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.comBlogger233125truetag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-18071890994238150382015-07-20T16:53:00.000-05:002015-07-20T17:05:07.281-05:00Rape Culture in A Man's World<div style="text-align: justify;">
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<i><b>Had a debate with some [male] family members...that fact that it had to be a "debate" is warrant enough for me [and you] to be disgusted. I took to my personal FB account for some rape culture rants, here they are:</b></i></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Why should there be any questions about HOW LONG it took...why years from the time of the rape? If you killed someone YEARS ago...do they NOT still come for your ass sooner or later? I'll wait. Yet with rape is when we question shit. #Rapeculture.</span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Rape culture. When people's first response to rape is WHY the victim didn't speak up AND question rather it was consensual is when you created a society in which rape victims are SCARED to speak up. YOU created the culture of them not speaking up.That's what I'm saying.</span><span style="font-size: large;"><br /></span><span style="font-size: large;">Bill went from denying it to admitting drugs were involved...but they "wanted it"? Yeah, that's a rapist favorite line. Yet people still doubt the victims when Bill has shown he's a liar...yet still seems to have more credibility than the rape victims. That's #rapeculture for you. And that's WHY people don't speak up.</span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: large;">And no saying "men get raped too" is not a good thing to bring up when the discussion is a WOMEN getting rape. That's equivalent to debunking #BlackLivesMatter with #AllLivesMatter we know that ALL lives matter, but that's not the problem at hand. Will discuss that as it happens NOT when the matter is a WOMEN. Yes we know men get raped, but THAT also don't get taken seriously for the same reason a woman getting rape doesn't. Conditioned gender stereotypes...if you a women..."you wanted it." If you a man..."men don't get raped. HA!" </span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Do people lie at times about rape? Yes. So do they about other serious matters...so I guess everything and every serious allegation should not be taken seriously cos some assholes cry wolf. No, you see it THROUGH and if that person IS lying then you throw the book at them, but with #Rapeculture the book is thrown at accusers BEFORE hand. Doubt from the get. </span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: large;">#Rapeculture is people being more passionate about reasonable doubt than the actual matter at hand...THE RAPE.</span></blockquote>
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<span style="font-size: large;">If you have daughter or a sister and she comes to YOU saying she was raped...WHERE will be your reasonable doubt then? Will you think "maybe she wanted it" then? #rapeculture</span></blockquote>
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<b>Their whole agrument was centered around, "Why wait so long. He gave her drugs? She probably wanted the drugs. " I was fucking disgusted. </b> </div>
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<b>And my brother? Has <span style="font-size: large;"><i>THREE</i></span> daughters...he should educated himself on how sexism and gender stereotypes does affect rape culture. </b><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #cc0000;"> </span><span style="color: #660000;">The separation of church and state went off the cliff the moment that, “In GOD We Trust” was put on every single dollar bill. The separation of church and state went out the door when, “…One nation under GOD…” blossoms in the Pledge of Allegiance. The separation of church and state left the party when an individual’s belief in God started to be used by presidential candidates to gain votes and it worked. The separation of church and state called in sick when it became reality that the accusation of NOT believing in God as a presidential candidate can actually harm your efforts. The separation of church and state got ran over by a fucking dump truck when it’s required that each President be sworn in by their hand on the bible. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"> It has NEVER been that separation. Or at least not as far as people would like it. Its tax exempt…that’s about the only luxury. Which I don’t think it should be with all these fake ass prosperity pastors making millions off their mega churches. </span></div>
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;"> But this country has ALWAYS and will continue to be influence by religion.
I find it comical that people are only so passionate about this so-called separation on the subject of [gay] marriage, but the argument for it magically disperses when they are voting that women should NOT be having rights to their own body based on their own RELIGIOUS beliefs. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #0b5394; font-size: large;">Let me tell you…generally this is a country that LOVES DEM sum GOD! I am willing to bet that this country would vote a BLACK, FEMALE, LESBIAN who’s a believer of God as President before even THINKING of allowing a STRAIGHT, but ATHEIST WHITE MAN into their oval office. What separation?
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Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-90481812281939170002015-07-06T23:44:00.001-05:002015-07-06T23:51:02.143-05:00Religious/Conservative/Southern Bigots Are Having A BAD Month<div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: center;">
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">We are really in the future. A LONG time coming with Gay marriage [that's simply MARRIAGE now] and with the Confederate flag FINALLY being publicly condemned. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #20124d; font-size: large;">Make no mistake, we still have a long way to go on the matter of racism and homophobia despite what has transpired lately. There are still varies of anti-gay laws in effect. This country still lacks protection from discrimination under law across all 50 states. And yes, of course, there is still racism. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #0b5394;">You can say the Confederate is apart of history...and it is, but so is the Nazi swastika...the difference is people have enough sense to be ASHAMED of it. The debate shows the true selfishness, inconsiderate, racist heart of America. That in 2015, people are JUST NOW catching on to the fact the Confederate flag has a negative history. SAD! Years behind. For those to still publicly and UN shamefully defend it without a care in the world. Because only on the matter of us BLACK FOLKS do people just simply not fucking care</span><span style="color: #bf9000;">...but let the Confederate flag's history be about something BAD happening to the white folks. We would NOT be still having this debate about it. If the Confederate flag was African American's flag and symbolized an uprising/revolt of slaves, you think these Confederate defenders would still defend it? Do you think that they would still be SO proud of it's history? Further more, do you think it would be triumphantly blooming in the wind on STATE buildings? I'll wait on that answer.</span></span></div>
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<a href="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkuo-UJ8RaLuHMJfd3ZFfe7CCx2a9fQQs7-ncOGCzjqaas4cDC_IaQifaK5gWCZMWNMQLCGNTnpEgnkwMK1PjxLm_AtIn9JKQRtLOr8cNPefr0tbzXYwhwnV-PM1_797dzC9Osfc5Q7VlQ/s1600/download.jpg" imageanchor="1" style="clear: right; float: right; margin-bottom: 1em; margin-left: 1em;"><span style="font-size: large;"><img border="0" height="221" src="https://blogger.googleusercontent.com/img/b/R29vZ2xl/AVvXsEhkuo-UJ8RaLuHMJfd3ZFfe7CCx2a9fQQs7-ncOGCzjqaas4cDC_IaQifaK5gWCZMWNMQLCGNTnpEgnkwMK1PjxLm_AtIn9JKQRtLOr8cNPefr0tbzXYwhwnV-PM1_797dzC9Osfc5Q7VlQ/s320/download.jpg" width="320" /></span></a><span style="font-size: large;"><span style="color: #4c1130;">Lord, these Christians really think the RAPTURE is coming...I am still waiting for Jesus. Still waiting on that TX pastor that said he would light himself on FIRE if gay marriage passes. Still waiting on all the people that said that would move to CANADA because of the SCOTUS decision. </span><span style="color: #4c1130;">Too ignorant to know the gays BEEN able to get married in Canada, honey. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #274e13; font-size: large;">While they got their bibles out...HA! Is there even a point at entertaining you religious nutsos?! We've already won the battle. Let it go! You LOSE, LOVE WINS! </span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">What do you do when you're into thing that your partner isn't into...sexually speaking? </span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">When you finally work up the nerve to tell </span><span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">him, </span><span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">to express the new depths of your sexual fantasies, only to be shot down and told...</span></div>
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<br />Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com2tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-65068373869343154032015-04-13T01:52:00.004-05:002015-04-13T01:52:43.750-05:00I love to Swallow CUM. Do you too? <div class="separator" style="clear: both; text-align: left;">
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<span style="color: white; font-size: large;">Cum is the tasty treat, the cream filling you have to suck vigorously to get to your prize. The erotic of having apart of another man deep inside you. Hot, warm and creamy. I love it. </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0.00784314); font-family: Georgia, serif; line-height: 21px; text-indent: -7px;"><span style="color: #660000;">Ask if I believe the American education system is fucked up. When you have to send $50+ [non-refundable] with an college application only to be told your not get good enough to attend, but your money was. Ask if I believe the American education system is fucked up. When these days students are not even getting ACTUAL books, but a stack of PAPER, having to then by a tablet for it...cost? About $200+. In debt for the greater part of your life after going to college and your degree may or may NOT even be valuable. </span></span></div>
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<span style="background-color: rgba(255, 255, 255, 0.00784314); font-family: Georgia, serif; line-height: 21px; text-indent: -7px;"><span style="color: #660000;">Go ahead, ask me! When students AND teachers cheat the scores on tests, it's because the SCORES are valued over actually LEARNING. Ask me! Every year more and more elementary KIDS are coming home carrying a backpack full of books and homework that weigh more than their body. Kids should NOT be stressing as much as a college student. Stricter curriculum, but yet LESS for students and teachers to work with because as the budgets are lowering more schools are CLOSING. Where the money is going? WAR. Go ahead, ask me if I believe the American education system is fucked up. When America only cares about WHAT students are learning ONLY if its in the interest of competing in education with OTHER countries, go ahead...ask me. </span></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">Until...now, we're "cowards" and not being TRUE for keeping it to ourselves. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">So...we...come out. Now we're accused of forcing homosexuality on those oppose...the "gay agenda."</span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">As I sit here, randomly thinking back to a Facebook post one of older cousins posted with about her son's [also my cousin, of course] concerns about a certain homosexual student at his school. This was sometime last year, so I do not remember it verbatim.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">His concerns were this flamboyant peer that he believe to be "forcing" his homosexuality upon him by simply being open about HIMSELF. Wow, for someone reason being real with YOURSELF seems to concern others. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">I wanted to comment on that status SOOOO bad, but I have this thing were I feel that its rude to comment and debate on someone's Facebook status. If its from a Facebook page, then fine, but someone's personal status though....no I do not like doing that. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">But what I WANTED to say:</span></div>
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Tell your son [my cousin] that someone being open about their self is no reflection of YOU. Tell your son [my cousin] that unless this boy is hitting on him, he should not be concerned. He should be concerned about girls....FEMALES. He should not be concerned with ANY dude...period. Why he worried?</div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">So...yeah...that would have been a little too STRONG! Lmao....and for this to be FAMILY too. Nah, I ain't that guy. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">Now, this older cousin has TWO sons, I have formally met one. I never was able to confirm WHICH brother I've formally met and IS the same one that had concerns about his homosexual peer from school.</span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;"> Funny thing, the one that I DID meet [at an Aunt's house] seem VERY excited to "rough-house" with me...you know, play wrestle. Now this may very well have been an innocent "boys-will-be-boys" and "just playing" type of thing, but he was very persistent in having body to body contact with me. That's something I look back on and always believed to be a little suspect...TO Me. Maybe I am thinking too much into it, but I've been around any cousin/boy/sibling that wanted to wrestle that bad. </span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">Now if this IS the same cousin of mine that I've play wrestled with...I think I know what his "problem"....don't make me SAY it, honey! Lmao. </span></div>
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Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-36681343833074267012015-03-06T20:33:00.000-06:002015-03-06T20:33:58.809-06:00Are You Gay & Masculine Or Just Avoiding The Feminine Stereotype <blockquote class="tr_bq">
<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: x-small;"><i>To many gay dudes make being gay all that they are about. My
sexuality doesn’t have to be everything that I’m about. I don’t think it’s self
hate to not want to be thought of as a “typical” or stereotypical gay dude.
Like ok you’re gay is that all?</i></span></blockquote>
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That was a response from {one individual} on one of my post on Tumblr when discussing feminine gay men. Let more debate on this MASC vs FEM war began, smh. </div>
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Sadly, this could very well the mentality of many masculine men in the gay community. Purely believing that feminine men center their life around homosexuality because they are they way they're is completely unfair. Its no more true than stating that just because a women is a women that her WHOLE life is centered around that. I am black, everything about me isn't about my race. I am a male everything about me isn't about my gender and so on. </div>
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I expressed that I belief this homophobia [because that IS what it is] towards feminine men within the gay community is self-hate. </div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Maybe their not thinking about being “typical” because too
busy just being them. The assumption that because their flamboyant does not
every imply their whole is based on that. That’s the same thing we also do as
blacks, we police ourselves because we’re so fearful of being look at as the
stereotype of blacks and then we put that onto other blacks, Its to the point
were I have to have ask, as a masc GAY man, are you that because that’s natural
to you…because that’s your personality…is it because you’re just being true to
self…or is it ONLY because you masculinized [dont think thats a word, it is now
lmao] yourself because you’re ashamed of being look at as “stereotypical.” And you want to avoid it so much that you're purposely making yourself exra "macho."<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">My philosophy is, stereotypes come from SOMEWHERE…it comes
from a bit of truth, the problem is when its sold as the WHOLE truth, but
nevertheless…people forget, there are feminine gay who not trying to be the
stereotype, they are just being true to
SELF. There were feminine gay men before there was the stereotype. So its not
like that’s what they are purposely tryning be. <o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">See and that’s the great thing about being GAY. Is that
there is no limit to masculinity. Because as a straight man, there are certain
things that man cannot do or it would be
considered GAY….but if you’re already GAY…why put a LIMIT on yourself out of
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<i><span style="font-family: Times, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">That’s why It say its self-hate…but deep down, theres
something that still makes you feel ASHAMED that you policing yourself so that
you won’t be “TOO GAY.” Like….WWWHY?!<o:p></o:p></span></i></div>
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</span>Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-44442674966994497152015-03-05T17:31:00.001-06:002015-03-05T17:31:28.295-06:00Homophobia More Accepted Than Racism <div style="background-color: white; color: #744504; font-family: 'Alternate Gothic', sans-serif; font-size: 23.3999996185303px; text-align: center;">
Did that catch your attention? Well as a young gay black man, I have to talk about this.</div>
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Racism is alive and “well,” but in some aspects…really think about how subtle it may be at times. Because many, try to hide it. Racism has happened, IS happening, WILL continue to happen, but many racist are not upfront with it.</div>
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<span style="color: #744504;">As more people denounce racism, plenty of racist know that if [</span><span style="color: #660000;">openly</span><span style="color: #744504;">] racist, it could cause backlash and not just from blacks, but from their fellow Caucasians. Whilst homophobia is still greatly accepted. You say something homophobic and a great number of people will rally behind, but because society has changed, if said person was to say something racist many would fear publicly agreeing with those racist views. It is a new day and they actually fear the consequences of their racism.</span></div>
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People AREN'T as scared as letting their homophobia show as people will let their racism show.</div>
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<br />You can see it happening in the media multiple times. How many times have you heard about somebody saying some racist shit and they ass got EXPOSED. There is NO need to expose those homophobes because they’re open about their distaste for LGBT.</div>
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Most people in this day and age are conscious that racism is fucked up. While more are openly able to agree in unison that gays are “abomination.”</div>
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Racist are more likely [not saying All] to be subtle, lowkey and closeted. People will PROUDLY say they are against gay marriage or any kind of gay rights and shit.</div>
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But this also brings up the point that just because they don’t EXPRESS it, don’t mean that they aren't against you.</div>
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000;">You have good sex when he does not let your dick throb
without putting his mouth and/or tight ass around it.</span></i></b><b><i><span style="color: #660000;"><br /></span></i></b></div>
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000;">If you’re hungry, he got that ass to eat. </span></i></b><b><i><span style="color: #660000;">If you’re thirsty
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000;">Always ready to give, willing to receive. </span></i></b></div>
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They teach one another just
like we do. They strategist like we do, they have natural instinct to protect
their young just like we do. We are intelligent, but we as homo sapiens have
flaws just like any other species. They may not live as we do but ya’ll got to
stop thinking animals are dumb. Is it fair to say such as thing. They be
knowing shit. They are aware of the world.</div>
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They fact that most of us GASPS in amazement whenever and if
ever we see an animal doing something particular that they’re not “suppose” to
be capable of. When a dog’s friend is dead from getting ran over and the dog
cries…yes animals mourn just like we do. They have EMOTIONS. </div>
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The only reason we
can say we’re the smartest is because there is no other species that speaks OUR
language to dispute that.<o:p></o:p></div>
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I don't believe in cheating by
"mistake." I believe premeditation of the mind and/or by the actions/situation.
What I mean by that is obviously premeditation of the mind is simply the
literal definition of premeditation. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Premeditation of the actions is
the same, but replace “think out” with act out and situation of things “playing
out.” Meaning you could already be <b>ACTING OUT</b> {what may lead to your
infidelity} and/or things could be <b>PLAYING OUT</b> in favor of leading up to the
infidelity. This could happen consciously
or unconsciously [<i>YOU are responsible for your actions regardless.</i>]<o:p></o:p></div>
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I don't believe in cheating by
"mistake." Why? We live in the real world, not porn. You don’t just
meet someone and after 0.1 seconds you’re already fucking them. I don’t believe
cheating happens “in the moment.” Oh, when you fuck someone there’s always a
buildup…already existing attraction, lingering touches, lusty stares,
inappropriate conversations, and spending “quality time” with this person in
leisure, all the while sexual tension is building. It’s almost always someone
you may know; co-workers, friends [<i>rather
a budding friendship or one already established</i>], estranged exes. Oh,
there’s a buildup…a buildup that you LET happen. You either chose to ignore the
tension or naïve to the fact. Either way YOU are responsible for you actions.
Citing it as a “mistake” is a cop-out. You did WRONG, own it. Somewhere down the line you made the WRONG
turn to get you where you were….alone…with this person…naked…hard…panting. Oh, this takes TIME to happen, this takes
build up…<o:p></o:p></div>
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<u>Premeditation of your actions</u><o:p></o:p></div>
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This is one of main reasons
people cheat, because it feels GOOD to give in…to lust! The stress of trying to
resist temptation and finally just letting go and letting temptation have you
just this “once,” right? Was your cheating REAALLY a mistake or were you just
succumbing to your desires. An attraction that became deeper…an attraction you
were indeed conscious of. An attraction that got deeper the more this person
came around. An attraction that grew
into lust and yet you allowed yourself to end up alone with this VERY person
long enough to fuck them. Oh how I don’t believe cheating happens “in the
moment.” You got ample amount of time avoid this “moment,” to assure that
“moment” won’t happen, you should have seen this “moment” coming, but you didn’t
resist because you were simply TIRED of resisting...<o:p></o:p></div>
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<u>Premeditation of the situation</u>, oh how the
stars seemed to align at the right time just so you can do the do with this
person that you don’t belong to. <o:p></o:p></div>
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You premeditated this with your careless
and reckless actions, you premeditated this by going deeper into this sexual
tension, instead of being conscious of the heat rising and turning down the
temperature, you naively shrugged it off and LET it continue to build and then
BOOM, you have sex with this person. But NO, you DON’T just fuck someone out of
nowhere unless you’re DEFINITELY doing it on purpose. Otherwise, you may THINK
it was a mistake because you “didn't do it on purpose, but it almost always
was TENSION that lead to you fucking that person [<i>and I only say “almost
always” to be open to possibilities, but I really want to say ALWAYS.</i>]<o:p></o:p></div>
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Opening Pandora’s Box and knowing
you that if you keep digging it won’t be good news, knowing you should close
it, but won’t, is NOT a mistake. <o:p></o:p></div>
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Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-4621129746393112312014-11-26T01:19:00.001-06:002014-11-26T01:30:32.627-06:00A Race With No Finish Line <div style="text-align: center;">
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There is possibly no where in America you could be right now and not know about the circumstances in Fergurson, MO. </h4>
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<i><span style="color: #660000;">Murder. Injustice. Ignorance. Corruption. </span></i></h4>
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No, this is not a movie. This is reality. This has been happening. This day and age as the internet intensifies a headline, there are many more stories similar to those that of Mike Brown, Trayvon Martin, Sean Bell, Eric Garner, Oscar Grant, [etc] that have not hit mainstream media. </div>
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Disturbing. </div>
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As a black man, my days are possibly numbered. My death could easily be the next thesis on racial injustice. I just can't help but think what can we do to stop the fiasco and can it Be stopped. What exactly are we fighting for and can we succeed. Certain things are easier and more rational than others. Demanding justice for Mike Brown and any one alike makes sense and requires an IMMEDIATE response. Racism, though....</div>
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If we are as well fighting a war on racism to me seems like a less concrete thing to settle. When slavery "ended" in 1865 it was easier to say "Hey, you are NOT allowed to do this...can't have slaves." Vs. Trying to make them understand WHY it was wrong TO have slaves, because clearly even after being freed from the shackles {physically,} getting our voting rights, desegregation, and a black president does NOT mean that this country is POST-racial. Don't think because the "WHITES ONLY" signs isn't seen by the naked eye, that the "WHITES ONLY" mentality still isn't there. Don't think because the lynches are over and we are allowed to sit in front bus that the "you can't sit here" mindset still isn't there. They just found new ways to degrade us.<br />
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It's easier to say DON'T do that than to teach WHY it's wrong TO do that.</div>
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Demanding to be respected LAWFULLY is not the same as being respected heartedly. Lawfully is a battle we can actually win, but pushing to change an individual's mindset/mentality/personal feelings on racial issues seems like a childlike naivety such as expecting WORLD peace, HA...yeah, right. The country...this world is far from an utopia where we all will get along despite religion, sexuality, race and financial standing. </div>
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For as long as there are differences in the roots of my hair from theirs, difference in my skin, this injustice will continue to be so. Am I being realist or a pessimist?</div>
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The one thing I cannot STAND about racial activists [I'm speaking mostly to the BLACK ones] is they try to make this wholesome argument...like "we are the world" and that we are ALL the same despite racial background, so we should respect one another. </div>
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<span style="font-size: large;"><b>WRONG. </b></span></div>
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We are <b>NOT</b> the same and I'm glad it's that way, because I am proud to be black. Trying to make people "see" that we are all the "same" in order for a mutual respect to formulate is <i><u>apart</u> </i>of <b>THE</b> problem. People tend to <i>NOT</i> respect someone unless they walk, talk, and <i>LOOK</i> like them. What we SHOULD be teaching is that it's okay to BE different and that the differences between you and someone else should NOT depend on if you're going to respect them or not. </div>
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Sure in-between laps you could get a few tune ups, but is this a race with no finish line?</div>
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Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-16411830353698923982014-11-23T03:11:00.002-06:002014-11-23T03:17:38.833-06:00Let's Talk About Dick!<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Let’s talk
about Dick</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Let’s talk
about a H A R D Dick</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">When it’s
standing at attention like it’s got a proclamation<br /> </span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">I want it to
be the thing behind me, making me scream</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Exclamation</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">The point is t</span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">o give him
something he can take</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Let me bend
over so he can taste</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">And pro-tip,
I want more than just the tip</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Give me all,
no question</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">I know he
like it when I’m begging</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">I ain’t too
proud, t</span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">he dick
good, give it to me NOW</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Pull my legs
up where ever the wind blows</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">I want him
so deep in me his cum comes out of my mouth w</span></span><span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">hen he
close</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">When he close
and he feel this ass enclose on him</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">When his
eyes roll back and I throw it back on him</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Para siempre</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Forever this
MY dick</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Put these
lips on him</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">He love
being inside me and I love it when that dick buried deep.<br /> </span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Buried deep</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Papi, throw
it deep</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Dick so
bomb, I don’t what state I’m in</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Michigan
State, </span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Florida
State</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Prostate<br /> </span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">You hitting
that</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Got me
reaching for the ceilings<br /> </span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Keep doing
that </span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">You tryna
make me cum first</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Converse<br /> </span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Baby, make
this ass talk</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Make sure I
can’t walk</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Shit and I
got things to do today, but </span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Fuck it</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Fuck it</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Fuck me</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Oh excuse me</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">I had a
little moment, i</span></span><span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">t happens </span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">When I talk about Dick</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18.0pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">I mean a REAL HARD</span></span><span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;"> Dick</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Then I get a
HARD Dick</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">When I get
around a HARD Dick</span></span></h4>
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<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">That hard
dick turns into a SUCKED Dick</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">A drained
and a FUCKED Dick</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Never
leaking dick</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">I take care
of it, all of it</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Every drop</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Either it
left me with a dripping hole or I swallowed it</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Let’s talk about
dick</span></span></h4>
<h4 style="text-align: center;">
<span style="font-size: 18pt; line-height: 115%;"><span style="color: #660000;">Or better
yet what this mouth and tight ass can do to it. </span></span></h4>
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<br />Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-62239283884241008962014-11-20T02:21:00.002-06:002014-11-20T02:21:34.945-06:00No Longer Will I...<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As a black gay man </span></i></b><br />
<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i></b>
<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">No Longer Will I</span></i></b><br />
<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><br /></span></i></b>
<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Defend myself as black man</span></i></b><br />
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Defend myself as a gay man</span></i></b><br />
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">As a minority I will no longer</span></i></b><br />
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Explain racism to the majority</span></i></b><br />
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Explain homophobia to an heterosexual </span></i></b><br />
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I'm getting too grown for this</span></i></b><br />
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">Shit, I've outgrown this</span></i></b><br />
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<b><i><span style="color: #660000; font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;">I should not have to explain</span></i></b><br />
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<br />Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-25309356437151768642014-11-16T20:28:00.001-06:002014-11-16T20:29:48.727-06:00Possessive, Just Jealous or Just Right?<div class="MsoNormal" style="text-align: justify;">
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<span style="color: #660000;">My man and I have both have establish that I [allegedly] may
be the “crazy one” of our relationship, Ha.
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one always question other’s intention with my man, quick to get in your face
about my man, willing to go to jail over my man. <o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;">At times I had to sit back and think about rather is this
right. Should I chill? Is this shit normal? This is among the reasons people
get left…for being too protective. Then there’s a side of me that thinks FUCK
THAT…I love HARD and I know I’m crazy, if dude can’t handle my attitude
should NOT be with me. And baby, He CAN handle my attitude. He assures me, “I
would be worried if you’re ever NOT crazy. It shows how much you love me.” Yet…I
still worry. That enough will be enough and it will finally be too much and he
leaves.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;">Everyone he has ever spoken to I've warned him about. Was it
possessiveness, jealousy or was I just
right? Because every single one of them actually did end being an
asshole/trifling one way or the other. I was always right about them yet I
still feel like I’m manipulating the situation by keeping people away from him.
Yet I was still right about them...all of them.<o:p></o:p></span></div>
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<span style="color: #660000;">I tell myself I should stop tripping, but I feel I have ever
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">Oh how beautiful the homophobia and the double standards are of mass society. {sarcasm}</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">So let me get this, completely opposite of me, straight...it is okay when many countless amount of straight men kiss their significant others on national television. Amy Kushnir and many other Americans seem to think so. Oh, we've heard it all. "Yes I would even mind if it was a man kissing a women. Its just not right" But we know it's all lies and we just don't believe. Simple fact, you wouldn't have a problem with a heterosexual kissing on TV, because of double standards. If you REALLY had a problem, where were you when this was happening?:</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">They don't want their children to see two MEN or two WOMEN expressing affection whom may be in love, but its not a problem for your kid to listen to certain types of music, watching certain types of shows and movies and NOT over seeing their use of the internet. These days I see all types of videos on the world wide web of children doing all types of foolish, disrespectful thing and most likely an adult is recording it all. They think it's "cute" that its "funny." WHERE'S the parental advisory THEN?</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">All of the problems and violence of today and you sadly think that even the mere knowledge of Knowing HOMOSEXUALITY exist is what could harm the youth? </span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">It's not a problem with a child knowing men are out there KILLING other men, but it becomes a "think about the children" debate when men are LOVING other men. </span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">The thing is Michael Sam was simple doing the same any other athlete would do, celebrate with his significant other...with a kiss.</span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">A few months back [probably last year, I don't remember when exactly] a older family member of mine made a Facebook status pertaining to her son and another male student at his high school. I remember the whole thing verbatim, but it was something along the lines of </span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">It was something like that, I am phrasing but that is the true gist of it. And of course the infamous notion "I don't have a problem with gay people though, BUT..." It took EVERYTHING in me not to comment on that status, because if I would have, it would have not been too pretty. I wanted to say, "How about you tell your son that just because someone is proud and confident with who THEY are is not a reflection upon him. In fact its actually subtle homophobia, ignorance, and arrogance to think what THAT is doing has anything to do with him. " </span></b><br />
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">That would have not been pretty and I have this thing where I WILL NOT try to argue with someone on THEIR status, that's not my place, unless they stated they wanted a debate. </span></b></div>
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">It kills me that people have this arrogance, that belief that everything is about them. If I wore a shirt that reads "I love dick" does that translate into "YOU should like dick too." NO, it does not...some how that think it does. But if a women wears the shirt, then I'm guessing it won't be problem. If a women expressing she likes DICK around other men, is THAT forcing the notion that THEY should like it too? I'm saying "I" like this, that is not "forcing" anything onto you. </span></b><br />
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">Of course other people did comment, but only to add to the fact gay is wrong and blah and one "christian" said "this is what happens when they take God out the school." REALLY? The subject AT HAND is about the very notion is forcing something on someone...Not everyone believes in God. So it's fine to force God on someone, but not "homosexuality" in which no one is forcing on you anyways. </span></b><br />
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<b><span style="color: #660000;">I can count with ZERO fingers how many times someone who is gay came to me about "joining them." [The fact that they don't NEED to because I'm already in the club is beside the point, Ha.] I will in fact need both my hands, toes, and someone's else hands and toes to count how many times I've had people come up to me pertaining to God and am I a believer...those damned Christians. Funny fact is, I do believe in God which is why it doesn't bother me as much. What bothers me is the hypocrisy of it all. Imagine if I DIDN'T believe in God, how annoying would that fucking be! And its not like you would change my mind by annoying the FUCK out of me even I didn't believe in God. </span></b></div>
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<i><b><span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">Oh and watch as that cutie Anderson Copper so fiercely put Amy Kushnir on blast, hunty!</span></b></i></div>
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Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-48134191447458042842014-05-20T22:33:00.001-05:002014-05-20T22:33:39.403-05:00They Want You To Think, But Not For Yourself<div style="text-align: center;">
Life is all about conformity. They want you to THINK, but not for yourself.</div>
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When we are born, it's a small stage in a baby's life that is dedicated to being taught how to talk and walk. After that baby is walking more satisfactory and talking more fluently, it is then that the remaining time of their adolescence is dedicated to them being taught to "sit down and shut up." To be obedient. To "follow the rules" and know that their opinion and thoughts are less than important to that of an adult. </div>
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Inspire and encourage you to be all you can be, to be YOU, but when you do you are deemed inferior and they will go on to tear down everything you stand and everything you are. To be obedient. Although, obedience is not what they really want, conformity is what they really want. </div>
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It doesn't start when you're an adult, oh no. They start to you early. The education system is conformity at it's finest. Think back to when you were in school. Imagine, math class...you have a math problem, you have solved it. You've shown your work, the answer is correct, but it is incorrect. Why? Because instead of being applauded for thinking on your OWN and figuring out the CORRECT answer your own way...you DIDN'T do it the way the teacher WANTED you to do it. You did not conform, therefore, you are wrong. </div>
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"Solve the problem, but do it like I TOLD you to do it." Conform like everyone else, don't think for yourself. If you DARE use a method the teacher didn't teach and they will get offended. </div>
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Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com1tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-46570988807412329712014-04-07T00:03:00.001-05:002014-04-07T00:03:39.514-05:00I am READY, But Are My Parents...<div style="text-align: justify;">
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In my last post I updated you on my new form of independence. I've gotten myself a <strike>brand new </strike>{well new to me} car, however used...it's still all mines. </div>
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The process was more than stressful. With close to no help other than my boyfriend, which of course there was only so much he could even do from afar. No help from the 'rents, I looked and I searched for the right car for me all by my self. Ended up with and 2005 Hyundai Sonta, a car I've ALWAYS wanted...you know as a first car. </div>
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I would have thought...I thought, my first car is a serious thing, therefore I thought I would get help. I thought they would both pitch in...you know, with the whole process. They did not. As matter of fact my REAL issue is nor how neither mom or dad help that much at all, but the fact that they did NOT help AND seemed to have much damn opinions during and after the process. THAT pissed me off. Would left a finger to help in the process, but once I started the process my damn self then they have a lot to say, right?</div>
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And hearing "You need more practice."</div>
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And blah, blah...I know they're my parents, they suppose worry and suppose to care rather or not I'm ready. But all of the things they were saying seemed ALL negative to me. How about you give me something POSITIVE to balance it out. How about you show me that you are confident in me. How about talking to me about the PROS of me having a car instead of only saying shit to stir me completely AWAY from the idea, being that this should be something you would WANT for me. This isn't like when I wanted I tattoo. Having a car is something good.<br />
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">WELP, here we go. All through out AMERICAN history there has been individuals fighting for not only their rights, but for a place on this land of the "free." We've had women's rights, black rights. And now, even today. All that is STILL an issue, but added problems; immigrant rights [when technically we're ALL immigrants], women's rights, civil rights, and gay rights. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Yes as a black man I can vote, but they want to create new voter ID laws to keep you from voting, nobody is stupid. We all know who that will affect. I think some people really just don't grasp the fact that it WASN'T that long ago went we didn't have those rights. And not to mention you have no rights to be black while in America without being racially profiled and killed. Every day there is an attack on black people.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">And women. It wasn't that long when they first got their rights. Now we BACK at it again debating rather they have rights to their own body or not. And the still evident sexism in the job market supported by lower salaries than their male counterparts.</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">And then we have gay marriage. Really people? It's 2014 people still have to be on the VIP list to get their rights with no question?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">You want to know WHO is on the VIP list of rights? You want to know the PROBLEM in America?</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">When has the rights of white men EVER been in question?................................ I'll wait. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">If you are a heterosexual white men, a plus if you're rich, then your rights has never been in question, but then again of course not because YOU have created the VIP list, naw scratch that...you OWN the club. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">When has there been a blunt and obvious attack on the rights of white men. I'm not talking about general shit that would apply to everyone. I'm talking about legislation bluntly anti-male Caucasian. It doesn't happen because you can't can't kick the owner out of his own club. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">THAT is the problem America. Is that it could be the COLOR of your skin, or your sexual preference, or your GENDER to simply be ENOUGH to have your rights QUESTIONED. WHY ARE WE STILL VOTING ON PEOPLE'S RIGHTS IN 2014!!!!</span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">I'm insulted that MY RIGHTS is something that can be VOTED on. If they can VOTE to give it, then they can vote to take it AWAY. Really? MY LIFE/MY RIGHTS...in the HANDS OF ANOTHER PERSON. </span><span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif;"><span style="background-color: white; line-height: 15.680000305175781px; text-align: start;"><span style="font-size: large;">Didn't know we still gotta EARN or really FIGHT to get that rights we were suppose to just be BORN into, right? My rights being debated</span></span><span style="background-color: white; font-size: 14.399999618530273px; line-height: 15.680000305175781px; text-align: start;">.</span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">America WILL NEVER evolve until we get to the point where the LINE that makes ONE American more special than the next is BLURRED. But that won't happen. The naive and innocent child in me would hope so, but then again that child wants world peace too. </span></div>
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<span style="font-family: Georgia, Times New Roman, serif; font-size: large;">Here I am. A working class citizen who pays my taxes, not on the wrong side of the law...yet I don't "deserve" my simple and fundamental rights. Fucked up, shawty. I can't get even get married in the state that is taking my fucking hard earned money in taxes. I feel like a prostitute...I'm getting screwed, making money and my PIMP is taking it from me without giving me a damn thing back.</span></div>
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<b>Before I begin, let me quote the late, great, Booker T. Washington who said, “Of all forms of slavery there is none that is so harmful and degrading as that form of slavery which tempts one human being to hate another by reason of his race or color.”</b></div>
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<b>For two years, I have been unemployed. In the beginning, I applied to more than three hundred open positions in the insurance industry—an industry that I’ve worked in for the previous ten years. Not one employer responded to my resume. So, I enrolled back into college to finish my degree. After completing school this past May, I resumed my search for employment and was quite shocked that I wasn’t getting a single response. I usually applied for positions advertised on the popular website Monster.com. I’d used it in the past and have been successful in obtaining jobs through it.</b></div>
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<b>Two years ago, I noticed that Monster.com had added a “diversity questionnaire” to the site. This gives an applicant the opportunity to identify their sex and race to potential employers. Monster.com guarantees that this “option” will not jeopardize your chances of gaining employment. You must answer this questionnaire in order to apply to a posted position—it cannot be skipped. At times, I would mark off that I was a Black female, but then I thought, this might be hurting my chances of getting employed, so I started selecting the “decline to identify” option instead. That still had no effect on my getting a job. So I decided to try an experiment: I created a fake job applicant and called her Bianca White.</b></div>
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<b>First, I created an email account and resume for Bianca. I kept the same employment history and educational background on her resume that was listed on my own. But I removed my home phone number, kept my listed cell phone number, and changed my cell phone greeting to say, “You have reached Bianca White. Please leave a message.” Then I created an online Monster.com account, listed Bianca as a White woman on the diversity questionnaire, and activated the account.</b></div>
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<b>That very same day, I received a phone call. The next day, my phone line and Bianca’s email address, were packed with potential employers calling for an interview. I was stunned. More shocking was that some employers, mostly Caucasian-sounding women, were calling Bianca more than once, desperate to get an interview with her. All along, my real Monster.com account was open and active; but, despite having the same background as Bianca, I received no phone calls. Two jobs actually did email me and Bianca at the same time. But they were commission only sales positions. Potential positions offering a competitive salary and benefits all went to Bianca.</b></div>
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<b>At the end of my little experiment, (which lasted a week), Bianca White had received nine phone calls—I received none. Bianca had received a total of seven emails, while I’d only received two, which again happen to have been the same emails Bianca received. Let me also point out that one of the emails that contacted Bianca for a job wanted her to relocate to a different state, all expenses paid, should she be willing to make that commitment. In the end, a total of twenty-four employers looked at Bianca’s resume while only ten looked at mines.</b></div>
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<b>Is this a conspiracy, or what? I’m almost convinced that White Americans aren’t suffering from disparaging unemployment rates as their Black counterpart because all the jobs are being saved for other White people.</b></div>
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<b>My little experiment certainly proved a few things. First, I learned that answering the diversity questionnaire on job sites such as Monster.com’s may work against minorities, as employers are judging whom they hire based on it. Second, I learned to suspect that resumes with ethnic names may go into the wastebasket and never see the light of day.</b></div>
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<b>Other than being chronically out of work, I embarked on this little experiment because of a young woman I met while I was in school. She was a twenty-two-year-old Caucasian woman who, like myself, was about to graduate. She was so excited about a job she had just gotten with a well-known sporting franchise. She had no prior work experience and had applied for a clerical position, but was offered a higher post as an executive manager making close to six figures. I was curious to know how she’d been able to land such a position. She was candid in telling me that the human resource person who’d hired her just “liked” her and told her that she deserved to be in a higher position. The HR person was also Caucasian.</b></div>
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<b>Another reason that pushed me to do this experiment is because of the media. There’s not a day that goes by in which I fail to see a news program about how tough the job market is. Recently, while I was watching a report on underemployed and underpaid Americans, I saw a middle aged White man complaining that he was making only $80,000 which was $30,000 less than what he was making before. I thought to myself that in this economy, many would feel they’d hit the jackpot if they made 80K a year.</b></div>
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<b>In conclusion, I would like to once again quote the late, great, Booker T. Washington when he said, “You can’t hold a man down without staying down with him.”</b></div>
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<b>The more America continues to hold back great candidates based on race, the more our economy is going to stay in a rut. We all need each other to prosper, flourish, and to move ahead.</b></div>
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<span style="color: #660000; font-size: large;">And many times knowing requires DOING. You don’t have to “DO” anything with a lie, lying let’s you pass, but TRUTH requires ACTION.</span></div>
</span>Sir Esshttp://www.blogger.com/profile/03981051767446226375noreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-377131131878567856.post-6744681930158730082013-11-17T21:30:00.003-06:002013-11-17T21:55:05.585-06:00The White Man Made You Gay: In The Mind of A Black Radical<div style="text-align: justify;">
<span style="font-size: large;">Trying to get more in touch with my people, other like minded intellectual people of black blood. Black political people worried about more than what's going on in pop culture, but having no problems voicing their opinions on race and racism...no matter how radical, holding no punches. I got my wish. Liking many <i>BLACK </i>based Facebook pages in which I end up having to unfollow ultimately when voicing their unwarranted opinions on the black man and homosexuality. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">I've tried, but I have come to the conclusion that those are not my type of people. The radical heterosexual black revolutionaries, activist and philosophers...the problem, these type of people mostly end up <b>HOMOPHOBIC</b>. They have it in their mind that the black man are meant to be hyper-masculine and if any less then he is a disgrace to the African-American race and is weak. The damaging belief that the black GAY man does not exist or that it would not exist unless the <b>WHITE MAN</b> manipulated the black gay man and made it happen. They insist that the white man and pop culture are responsible for emasculating the black man that has in turn made the black man gay and feminine. Because apparently a black GAY man would<i> NOT</i> exist otherwise. </span></div>
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<span style="font-size: large;">Forgetting that there is NO rationality in that assumption AT ALL. Looking at all black homosexuals in a bad light, forgetting that many played a part in BLACK HISTORY, which they have no problems ignoring. <i>And I can't for the LIFE of me figure o</i></span><i style="font-size: x-large;">ut how could they be so pro-black yet look at their gay/black brother and sister and dismiss them. </i><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I am able to agree with some of their posts, but many of them are so outrageously irrational that I cannot take it seriously. How they feel about black homosexuality is clearly it. </span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">I respect the argument that I could have "chose" to be gay [however, wrong] rather than saying I'm gay because "The Man" made me gay. SMH</span><br />
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<span style="font-size: large;">Welp, they can stove it up their ass...I'm black and gay. It's nobodies fault because </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Android Emoji', Symbola, serif; font-size: 26.363636016845703px; line-height: 32.99715805053711px; text-align: center;">♫</span><span style="font-size: large;"> I was born this way. </span><span style="background-color: white; font-family: 'Android Emoji', Symbola, serif; font-size: 26.363636016845703px; line-height: 32.99715805053711px; text-align: center;">♫</span></div>
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