In The Name of Anger

This poem is not for the heartful

But the heartless

For the ones been dishonored

You just wanna lay their body to rest

And PISS ON IT

Well in this moment

I feel everything you feel

And more

Ahhh YES all the blood and gore

The ways I would murder if only

I wasn’t a good hearted person

This anger isn’t enough to do…that

But it is enough for it to be a curse

Upon me

WHY?

Does it seem

The world is out for me

WHEN?

Will things come about

That makes me happy

As much as things

PISS ME OFF!

Left me up

Get me OFF

This earth

This is

Too much

First OFF, I am NOT a killer, haha. This poem is clearly a way of releasing anger after being pissed OFF by my manager at work. Anyone who is really close to me know I have an anger issue. When my family saids I does I deny, but it's only in jokes. In actually I know I have a problem with my anger. And I know the reasons. Not only that it's 'cause I have the same attitude of my father [and YES things like THAT are in genetics] but it's obviously the things I'm going through as well. Just like I said it the poem...maybe if there was shit going RIGHT in my life as much as there is shit going WRONG...then maybe my anger wouldn't even be an issue. If there were things keeping me HAPPY instead of always either pissing me OFF or depressing me, I wouldn't have a problem. Yes I had good times this year, but ultimately this year has been shitty to me. So I have long figured out that my WHOLE 2011 is going to be shitty.