This Year Hasn't Been My Friend...

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Indeed this year hasn't been my friend. The only fun action I've had all year is the Carnival cruise earlier this year in Spring. But this year has been depressing. My thoughts are is everywhere, I haven't been using Blogger as much as I would want. But, I'll be 22 soon...in October. Yay, I'll be blessed to make it to that age, of course. But I'm not excited...it's just another day of this shitty year. I never really was the one to be happy for over birthday. What's the point? It's not like I have anything to look forward to other than I know I'm going to at least take off my job and have a little wine. Oh goody, such FUN.   Whatever,..I just wanted to check in with you all.